Action at the Crossroads

'on leave back in office 21/06/2010’

These short notes break my desire down suddenly. It happened 2 weeks ago (Thursday, 4/6/2010) around 12.15 PM in front of his office. at that time, my desire flamed enough and I attempted to consult him and submit my chapter 3 that I hoped it to be discussed among INSTEAD departments on Wednesday, 9 June 2010. Unfortunately, my dream was not coming true when I reached in front of his office and read the message above.

His notes

At the first sight, I didn’t understand the messages clearly, and subsequently asked my previous classmate to clarify of what I perceived. She answered it as I understood. To be honest, the message hurt me when I heard it. However, after rethinking positively it was no one to be blamed. I do believe it should have a lesson behind it even I need to wait this uncertainly decision. Waiting and waiting.. :)

My Beloved Supervisor's Office

Then, at the dawn of my days, I always recheck my email daily, waiting a fortune message from him. Do you know what message does I am waiting for? Actually I am waiting as like he sent me previously. “Please come to my office on….. to make our discussion clearly”

These sentences sound too scared to read but I accepted it excitedly even he always chews me out when I met him. He always say these and those, it should be like this and why you read these sentences to be in your chapter 3 and bla bla….Be faster please …!!! However, the words that he said to me, I consider it as the ways to accomplish my thesis. I thought it was happened to every student ... ultimately, no worried about it.

To lose in one side is a gift to the other sides, that's all about life. To fill my spare time , Alhamdulillah I could understand the downfall of Islamic Civilization and its crisis. The book “Islam at the Crossroads” written by Muhammad Asad became a solution. The book belongs to my roommate...hi hi hi hi. He bought it but he didn’t read it yet because he is busy enough…then I borrowed, read it first. Alhamdulillah I finished it..tq brother Humam Mustajib to lent me your book and I hope you can read it as well. May Allah reward you with the best of Him.

Waiting his next message is one thing and to build positive thinking and fill up an activity during the process of waiting is another thing.