Birth Day 2010

Age is the duration of a being or a thing which is between its beginning and any given time as what is the present age of man (here). I could mean that age still be accounting as long as we live in this world. In other words, it is the series of numbers while we are breathing in, otherwise won't.

29 December was my birth day. It happened 3 days ago. Recently, I turned into my new age which is older. I, too, hope to go on being productive, writing beneficial ideas related to the contemporary issues with the true framework to see the world. I acutely believe that age is just a number unless we could sincerely contribute our potentials to others.

I called my parent at the day of my birth. However, they were not remember my birth-day. Frankly, I never heard a word and accepted a gift from my parents regarding of celebrating my birth-day. I could say that it is not my family culture. Even so, my parent was not in the wrong side neither they do not say nor give something to me because their supports never stopped and really worth to me.

However, I could not deny that there were friends welcoming through SMS and even Facebook. There were peculiar words saying from many friends such as praying for my best future successes, my future wife and even married. I would like to say thank to all of you. You make me cheering up.

I always have something to celebrate in my birth day and peculiarly I used to do it alone. Praise to be Almighty... I strive myself to finish up my master thesis in the day of my birth in the year 2010 and I have done on time even have to stay up whole night, yet it is sobering for me. Right now I am waiting for prove-reading from DR. Maimunah. Hopefully nothing change radically of what I wrote. :)

I wish, I could be better for next coming day onwards. Amin ya Rabb..

Rainbow in New Year 2011

Today is the last day for us to pass through the year of 2010. The new year 2011 will be coming soon after 3 hours. It is better for us to reflect back of what we have done through the years of 2010 and afterward make it a conclusion and do improve our own performance and get our target of what we wish to achieve in this coming year 2011 rather than doing nothing or doing something that have no meaning behinds.

Different people have different expression to welcoming new year 2011. Commonly, people are celebrating this special events with their partners and friends in somewhere. The bugles and long-hat always become the prime devices to cheering up the events. Again, the mass-media worldwide mostly light up the agenda with delight lamps and special event offered to welcoming this event. Its like that there is a new real world out there.

I appreciate the way they are welcoming this new year. However, appreciating of what they do, it couldn't mean we have to follow of what they do. I do believe that they have their own belief to do that, while I have my own belief to do other things. If I do of what I don't believe it, I could say that I am hypocrite myself or pretending my existence. Even so, I acknowledge them that they are exist and part of our human expression but every one has their own right to decide his/her choice.

Do not mix the colors of what we are. Mixing or force our diversity into one belief is to let us into gray which is inconsistent color. Just let the rainbow exist with their own colorful because of these colors the rainbow exist in its beauty and prettiness.

Nowhere and only writing this note to Celebrate New Year 2011. Even sitting alone in Rumah Peradaban :) still, Life goes on, but it goes on so much better with hope and renewal and recommitment. The new year is here it is time to look forward and move on...

Appreciating the Processes

I got ready to go to campus with the motorbike at time where the heavy rain fell in. The condition push me to do so due to an appointment with the CPS staffs and so on.

I started to drive into the rain with the rain coat covered to prevent my body from the water in. After driving 2 maters from Rumah Peradaban, the engine stopped suddenly. :(

I turned the motor back into veranda with the acid faces. I was thinking that all schedules in that day would be canceled. Even so, still I tried to repair the motorbike. I quite familiar with the problem of my motorbike because I used it daily. Nothing to scare about.

Even so, I could be honest to say that my feeling was utterly sad when the engine break down at the time that I be ready to go, the time i was tidy enough with my suit clothes covered by rain coat. I have no choice unless taking the rain-coat down, put aside of my bag and then starting to repair my motor with the suit clothes.

I identified the motor's problem and it was in the plug. I tried to open and clean it then try to restart again and again. The process of trial and error went off in five times after doing so. Ultimately, it could be started as normal engine. My sadness turned into a joy. :) Praise to the Almighty.

My destination in that day was only going to campus, yet, it could be such a story. Why should I wrote it here and share with the readers?. As I know that going to campus was only such a common activity I used to do even daily. I only do appreciate my processes going to campus.

Let me give me an analogy, the jeweleries that you got as a gift from your parent, frankly has totally different stories to be shared and write compared to the jewelery that you have it by your own sweat working. It has the same object and content but has different impression. that's why many people prefer to keep a thing even cheap and simple which has historical memory in their life.

Every process in our life always be such a story to be shared, drawn and even to be remembered. Again, later on it must be asked by Him in the day of judgment.

I want to say that the processes and goal are a package, yet, the process is more powerful impacts to make us understand the meaning of life and also the Sign of God. So what process are we going to pass...? It depend on us. Surely. we cannot see our tomorrow days and the only Him knows our future... be always remember Him and keep asking His Guidance to show us the truth meaning of Life.

Because of Your Pity I wrote it.

New Years and New Spirit (1432H)

We still in the beginning of the month of Muharram 1432H. I think, it is not too late enough to say happy new years to all my friends. May God Allah forgives our sins of the last year and gives His sign as we are humans and His servants (abd) in this World.

New years it must be take into account that we have a new spirit to be a better man this day onwards. we spend our time 24 hours daily and it is undeniable whoever you are as long as we live and breath in air world. However, we must ask ourselves in fulfilling its time, either it has a meaning on us or otherwise.

We live in the era that lean us into worldly happiness that consciously of being our daily needs such as Internet, Mobile Phone, TV and etc. These devises are easily and being familiarly used with us daily with regard of positively and negatively effects. Still, it depends on what is sketching in our mind whereas those devises totally do not work at all without us as a human.

Even so, we could not be denied so many things are going to be easier and near both positively and negatively. let reflect ourselves as a human in this world that must be end and died some time that we never know.

How many times did we pray and remember our God (Allah) a day? how many times did we recite the Holy Qur'an a day?. I do believe most of us are busy with our duties and tasks in order to survive in this world. we should know that as a Muslim must believe that it is a physical healing, a source of rest and relaxation for our heart among many other things.

Let give a small portion among 24 hours a day to recite the Holy Qur'an. Its fine to remember and do that we should not consider a day complete unless you have spent some time with the Qur'an. It is better to read regularly, even if it be only a small portion, than to read long parts, but only occasionally.

Allah likes things which are done regularly, even if little, said the Prophet, blessings and peace be on him (Bukhari, Muslim).