Sunday, August 8, 2010

Blaming My Self

Wednesday night, Thursday night and Friday at 11 Am – 12.30 PM (4, 5, 6 August, 2010), I felt that I was in different world. It was because of the movie which content of too many files. Each file of movie has the duration, at least 1 hour. For every movie has her own angered. Actually, I don’t like a movie very much. I watch the movie for a reason such a movie with highly recommended from many friends.

Last week, I copied movies from my friend. I just watched one of the movies in this week. One of them was Korean movies. Actually this movie was not recommended movie but I just copy it without asking how the story was. As a result, I really sad enough while the movie that I watched was not my type should be watched.

I felt unhappy after watching the movie this week. I have so many reasons to say that. Firstly, I was unstoppable in watching movie after knowing the story of the movie especially love story. Secondly, I used my emotion to watch it. Thirdly, the movie was consisted of so many files (16 files). Each file has at least I hour duration of the movie. lastly, I hate a sad ending movie story. It was unbelievable, 2 days without sleeping in the night just spending for watching such a movie without feeling happy after watching it. You how emotional I was…:(

I don’t blame others. I really blame of myself. I just contemplated in my mind after that, just imagine if I use those times for reading a book or write some valuable article it could be much better for me. I really feel sorry. May be I could say that I really sorry because of such kind of sad story. Ha ha ha… for the happy ending story. Ehmm I don’t think so.

I don’t want to repeat the same mistake anymore especially this kind of bad thing that I have done. There are so many books that I have bought and I didn’t read it. Again, my thesis is stuck and need engine to work on.

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